-the 83rd day-

Hi :D
Facebook seems so addicting to me nowadays..
Especially because I found this game called "The Sims Social"
LOL. Yaaah you know I'm a H-U-G-E fans of these simulation games.
Ah. Actually that's not really that important sih. Hahaha.


Tomorrow's our independence day celebration! BUT
Instead of coming to school only to have fun, we have this history test. -_-
But still better than those poor 10th grader who'll have 2 tests tomorrow. LOL
And still, not grateful.. We're not studying for tomorrow, but we keep protesting about that out-of-humanity scheduled test. 


Hmmm, lately someone has occupied a lot of space in my brain.
I hope he won't take that space in my heart too. <3 aaaa
Yes, I'm freaking out. These 'what if' questions keep running on my mind.
-____-

-the 82nd day-

Damn! This should be the 83rd day.
But, thanks to my iPod who failed to send that post...
-_-
*sigh* I'm so sorry that I can't post that often....
HWs and tests... AAAAAA *stressed*
Gyah. Anw, I have LOTSSSSS to tell! \m/
Most of them 'r good ;)
Yes, life's been great to me lately. Somewhat too great (?)
So strange :O but so happy :D :D
Here's a summary from this week:
1. I fainted after that long run (1500m) -_-
2. At the same day, I failed both biology and indonesian T_T
3. LOTS new 10th graders joined SYC \m/ so happy :D :D
4. (switching to mixed) BBMan with that someone almost everyday ^^
5. Officially off-braces! \(^_^)/
6. Bought an uber-cute silicone for my BB :D

It's the angry bird and stoopid looking pig side by side LOL

7. Everything went super-smoothly ^^

Geez. I can't say how happy I am rite now ! Feel so blessed x)

-the 81st day-

Heyya! It's been 2 days after that 'lifechanging' (whut?) chat! LOL
Yes.. I started to pray. Felt somewhat strange and awkward at first..
But now I feel (a little bit) more comfortable doing that. Hahah.
Just like what we heard from that video showed by Mrs. Wati :D

"Semua orang di sekitar anda sudah ditakdirkan oleh Tuhan untuk membantu anda berubah"

Wow. Never guessed that it's the one who sits next to me.
My biggest thank to you heheh :p


I'm watching Toy Story 2 now. And there's a song lyric that caught my attention..

"When somebody loves me, everything is beautiful"

So true... Suddenly I remembered those moments.
When we were falling in love :') Aaaaaaah T_T
But too bad that was just some sweet memory... That will never come back..
And now, I THINK I am liking someone. But I don't think this will last long.
IDK why it seems like I can't forget him? T_T
Haiyah wtf lately all my posts are filled with my nonsense #curcols. LOL

-the 80th day-

Hi.
You know what, this week's been a tough one...
ESPECIALLY today.
Yah somehow I felt that one of my classmate trying to... Whatever.
Like getting away from me.
YES, I know that I'm waaaaay to sensitive about literally anything.
But, this time I've even tried to talk to her. Kay?
Sooooo......... I told my friend about this.
From a short talk until a looooooooooong lecture (eh?)
I told him everything. And asked advice about my problem.
Here's my problem. I'm a freak (yes, I do admit it) act too.... Lebay.
And I do enjoy seeking attention from others... --a
I don't know how to fix this. So I asked.
And then this "talkshow" (whut?) starts.
Well... (switchhhh to indo)
Pas baca semua tulisan itu sering banget tanpa sadar ada air mata ngalir.
(salah satu bentuk kelebayan gua lalala)
I have no idea why this happened.
*sigh*


(sorry yaaa semua hari ini gua malah curcol >< )

-the 79th day-

Heyheyhey <3
Today, someone amazed me.
Well.. You know, lately I lost lots of my things. Including my physics book.
ACTUALLY, it's my cousin's boook... OHNOOOOOOOO T_T
And today I tried to look for that book at the... Just say the Dump.
I was going to dig through that pile of old clothes when suddenly a boy came.
I don't know who is he, but he helped me to look for that book..
Here's the things that amazed me :
1. He don't know me but he helped
2. It's around 15PM ya, quite late, but still he spent some time to help.
I thought, people nowadays won't help each other.


I want to thank you, but I don't even know your name.. 
So, this post is dedicated to you, to show my gratitude :D :D
Thanks yah heheh x)

-the 78th day-

Hey everyone! How's your week?
Sorry for my absence this week... I'm so busy practicing for Smukiez Choir's concert :

"The Silver Age of Golden Voices" - celebrating our 25th birthday! *cheers*

And the concert was absolutely unforgettable! :)

It's us! \(^^)/ me with that red circle, damn ugly -_-
But who cares, as long as we're together! \m/


Anywaaaaaaaay ~(switching to indo)
Mau curcol dikit yaa...
I think.. Gw skrg lgi falling for someone ;)
Awalnya tuh gara2 pertama gw masuk kelas.. Dan gw menangkap tatapannya (WHAT?)
Dan gua mulai kepikiran. LOLOLOL.
AAAAAND! Kemaren gua bener2 seneng gak nolong. But once again, I can't tell you why here.
Don't know who'll read this, right? (still the same excuse since 16 months ago, LOL)
Kaaaay gotta go, so see ya soon!

-the 77th day-

Hey all :D
Yesterday, I watches Lucas Sebastian's Piano Recital.
It was greaaaat! He played great songs. Especially O Grand Dieu, a song he composed.
IT was fun, especially because there's lots of my friend came too.
BUT
Like what I've said.. It was fun, BEFORE...
This couple showed up. Damnit. My heart crumbled, together with my face (WTF?)
They looked so happy. YA ofcourse they're happy lah. -_____-
Still..
Idk why I'm still sooooooo jealous. Although I have no reason to.
I'm not his special someone. Not anymore.
It's been 16 months since that moment.
Okaaaaay STOP!
Sorry gua jadi curcol. LOL
Well actually I have nothing to say sih.. So see you :D

-the 76th day-

hey hey hey!
I'm daaaaaaaaamn happy! mwahahaha (switching to mixed lang)
Akhirnya MOS kita kelar loh \m/
And for me, that was one unforgettable week. Meeting new faces.. LOL. 
Not only that sih. The fun parts are getting to know them, especially IF I could befriend them.
And............ Pas kemis kmaren. Belagak marah2! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
You know, we pranked those birthday girls and boys. Poor them. *still laughing out loud*


But, the real fun happened YESTERDAY!
Cross Country 2011 @ Melrimba! Hahahahaa.
Gw ditugasin jaga di pos "Trap". Jadi mereka harus tiarap dan merangkak naik gunung #eh
2 first teams (peterpan and tinkerbell) were so brutal. whatsoever.
Bayangin, bambu bisa pada copot, rafia putus... Like there's a rhino crawling through -_-
Watching them playing, how they supported each other.. WOW.


Tapi.... Sepulang dari sana badan gua luluh lantak, tangan + muka gua kebakar...
Oh damn uglaay x______x
Yasudahlah. Yang penting seru \m/ 

-the 75th day-

Haiiii! Hehehehe!
Lately seems like gua punya lots of free time sampe bisa blogging daily like this.
ACTUALLY!!
Because I won't be entering my class until next tuesday....
So inilah hasilnya. 1 full week cuma ngawasin MOS \m/
'Enak' sih. FOR NOW. But I can't imagine ya losing one full effective week of studying.
One more thing that concerned me : it comes faster than you'll ever think, here @ nat-sci. Yes, it's the "test"
Ohnoes. What if I don't understand a single thing? What if I can't do the test? What? WHAT?
#damnsofrustated
okay. enough. chilllllll.


Anywaaaaay. (okay I'm switching to indonesian) kayaknya hari ini pada adik2 (eaaaa) ud mulai gencar nyari ttd.
it started when gua nyamperin christo n rena.... tau2nya sekampung ngelilingin gua.
minta ttd. wayaolohhh.... itu buku yg ditumpuk buat minta ttd tebelnya 3 buku seribu pena T_T
sampe akhirnya gw jongkok buat ttd, biar jen2 aja yang nyuruh nyanyi dll LOL...
Oke. gua ga pernah merasa seneng kaya gini. Berasa dibutuhkan #behhh #GAMPAR Stop. gua jijik. MWAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
Banyak yang bilang gua terlalu baik sampe ngasih ttd tanpa syarat... (yes indeed I'm good) LOL
Well the truth is gua merasa gaenak because.... Mereka beda ga jauh sama gua.
BAHKAN PAS GUA NANYA TANGGAL LAHIR....
Me: "Tanggal lahirnya?" X: "28" Me : "bulan?" X : "oktober" Me : "96 ya?" X : "ngga kak, 95."
Okay. gua terdiam beku kaku bisu membatu seketika. DIA LEBIH TUA DARI GUA WOY WOY WOY
Dan banyak yang beda ga nyampe stengah taon. Kasian gw kalo nyuruh mreka macem2 kek gatau diri gitu #curcols
HAHAHAHA 

-the 74th day-

Hai hai hai :3
How's your first day of school, guys?
Mine....... Hmm..
Fun. Great. Disappointing. and lots more.


1. HAPPY! : kelas XIA3, wali kelas gua BU LINGNA!!! *mwahahahahah yes I'm sooooo happy.
I was like...  I don't know. A frog jumping across the river full of cactus maybe? Yes. I looked like a fool when I do that in front of the class's door. And suprisingly, I DID that. LOLz.
2. Amazed? : my class, XIA3.. penuh sama orang imba. (Imba : Godlike) Like they have 7 brains deh. Geez geez geez. And compared to them.... I'm just... oke. gua bahkan gatau kata apa yang pantes buat bandingin gua dan mereka. T_T
3. Disappointed. I'd never have guessed that someone with that kind of attitude could even be accepted here... Now I'm doubting this "character school" status. MWAHAHAHA.


Anywayyyyyysssss.... Gajadi deh. wkwkwk I forgot. mwahahahah.
And for all yang masih ngejalanin MOS, I wish you all the best and gooood luck!

KERJAIN YANG BENER YA ADEK ADEK #nyolot

#ngerasatua #jadikakakelas

Peace yo! B-)