-day 123-

Well greetings.
It's been quite long since my last post, and lots of things happened.
Tests, flood, tests, sleepless nights, more and more tests.... *le sigh*

Thanks God we have 2 REAL DAYS for weekend.
At these times, even a fully-free Saturday is a blessing.
As you might already know, I've broken my first glass-ball; health.
Got sick in the middle of tryouts doesn't sound so good, no?
But I did. And I enjoyed a day off :))
Then I still had to get back to the painful reality tho....
Like today, us smukiers (the science stream taker only) passed (AMEN; even tho I'm quite sure that I've failed) 3 tests, 1 Foreign language tryout (Japanese. かっこいい〜 Still worth my time.) 1 Physics tryout (Not that hard but hey; It's still physics and it's Penabur's tryout. What to say?) and 2 motherfucking test of physics; radioactivity and einstein's law of relativity.
My school seems to be happy as they -kill- their students slowly. Really.

My quote of the day(s) :

"I'm falling to pieces"

- Breakeven (The Script) 

I am literally falling to pieces. My body, my mental conditions, my scores.... GAH.
And they just can't be pleased. Here; I'll describe why I said that.
Third, by next friday we'll be having our practical exam.
Second, CNY is just two days away.
First, WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SEVEN MOTHERFUCKIN TESTS IN FOUR DAYS!
DEAD SERIOUS.

Oh gosh. Cheesus. My sanity is in a critical state.
This is nightmare. Two and a half year at smuki is nothing compared to these last months of school.
Can hardly live. HAHAHA

And as you all know; the one with biggest pride and confidence has fallen.
Our TryOut score is a pleasant surprise for all of us; including the teachers.
Us; whom arrogantly started our BTA in January (so we just met for 3 times; more or less) scored far less than our standards. LOL
We don't have time to review; yet we still have time for competitions and many other silly things :))
Goodluck.

Geez. I have no words left to say for my school. AWSUM.
Nuff said. Bye *kisses*

-day 122-

So sorry for the superduper late post (2 weeks late agh.)
Now this is the full story of my birthday :)

No. Not really. Actually I want to dedicate this post to all of my friends :)

First; just a brief explanation about my dress code..
*As you know, I am a person who always make up reasons for things xD *
1. My dress : Black and White. Those are my favorite color. (Wanted to wear red but not really sure that I'll look good)
2. Candle's code : black (girls) and white (boys). Why? No, not because that's my favorite color.
It's because it symbolizes that they have big impact in my life (like those colors do with my dress) ;)
3. Dress code : bright colors. Because all of you brighten my days :) Living a life of black and white would not be that pleasant, no? :D

I know it's kinda silly... But hey, it's true ;D

Okay. Now here's the real story :
So, I began my day with skipping the first BTA class. (That additional lesson we get every Saturday from 7-13 o'clock) and waking up at 10. LOL.
After that we rushed to my uncle's house.. And got that make-up #yeaaaa
That was priceless. Makeup + dress + super tall wedges shoes... + ME! ME????

Okay. Straight to JW Marriott. All the way I was so afraid of flood, traffic et cetera et cetera.
That my friends wouldn't be able to come D:
But thanks God it didn't rain, nor traffic. :D

So I arrived there around half to five; and then had a photo session with my family.
AAAAND when I went back to the restaurant (I held my dinner @ Sailendra)...
*drumrolls*
My friends were already there! (Especially the candles of course) And I never expected that everyone would come that early (and they also told me that they didn't expect that the roads were that free)
Super relieved when I saw a crowd there :')

Then, right to the candles session ♥
Yah, got trolled by my brother. HAHA ~.~
And hell yes there's a surprise from someone faraway :')
Thank you so much!! Love you (っ⌒ω⌒)っ 
But then after the surprise everyone (or at least my whole family) found out about the secret WE tried to hide tho' :v

Spent the rest of my dinner walking around and taking photo. So fucking tiring. That almost-fifteen-centimetres wedges' killing me. So around 11 we decided to go home (FINALLY)

*le me sitting @ floor* My dad brought bags. No. More like sack. Got curious. Then I opened the bag and found these :

Thank you so much :*

Can't be more happy :') Thanks everyone! Especially my family, dearest friends, and also GOD :)

-day 121-

Well hello :D
It's been three days since the holiday ended... D:

So I wanted to post this yesterday, but I can't make it on time =_=

Quite happy, because the physics test rumour has been proven wrong. But I feel guilty because when our teacher entered our class she talked about students nowadays have no ethics nor respect to their teacher... Actually I am the one who did that 'long buuuuu thing' T_T

*le sigh*

Okay. Straight to after school time. I spent the evening with the together alone + JB and hobert at TA mall. :D So we went to timezone (yes, to play that dark escape again, this time we're 7 LOL) and then we ate at yoshinoya.. Took a photo, and then I had to leave because I'm going to watch a movie after that.
Here's the photos :

Brodaw, me, Gebeh, Broden and Brocen.

Then I went straight back to gading and watched an awesome movie called "The Hobbit" (okay I felt like a slowpoke ._.)
Amazing sceneries and music, but too bad its ending is so confusing (for me, especially I never read the novel(s))
After the movie, me and my mom went to the toilet, and regained our faith in humanity #eeaa
So, my mom dropped her ring at the toilet stall. And one of the cs there returned it to my mom, even before my mom realised that she had dropped her ring. Wow.
Thanks for reminding me that there's still good people left out there...

Anyways, sorry for the superduperlate post. As you guys know, I had my birthday dinner @ saturday, and practiced for the orchestra the day after. My next post will be about the dinner tho', so feel free to skip reading that xD

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-day 120-

D: Actually I wanted to post this yesterday... But I had no time to finish this post. :okay:
In this post, I want to share my new year resolutions... Not really important, no?

But, it is IMPORTANT to write your own resolutions, tho. Trust me, it's like writing your own future.
It actually works loh; like my last one xD

So... Here's my 2013's resolutions! :drumroll:

1. To be more diligent and discipline...
2. Be able to concentrate better. (yeah I'm easily distracted. Even when I'm talking -_-)
3. That I could have more control over my emotions...
4. Less sensitive. THIS.
5. ... Kinda nonsense sih... I want to control what I eat... :v
6. Regain my faith.
7. Giving my best in every aspects of life.
8. Have another business; this time in retail or food & beverage field.
9. Graduate from smuki without any health / mental problem.
10. GET. TALLER.
11. These resolutions last until the end of 2013.

Well I guess this is enough. Going to write this in my dream book ;)
Happy new year anyways ;D

Greetings from me and my cousins! :DTaken at my uncle's hose (the one at the second photo)Too bad there's 3 of my cousins that couldn't come... We missed you all D:

-day 119-

Friday, 28th of December 2012.

*PS : I guess I'll write this one in Indonesian. I tried to write it in English and.... It's awful. Sorry xD*

Pada suatu malam, kita (sebagian dari together alone - that's what we call our group; consists of 4 jomblowan and 2 jomblowati LOL) memutuskan untuk pergi jalan dan makan bersama di Puri. Kenapa Puri? Ya gitu deh. Pengen tau aje ;)

Together alone @ Gaby's 17th :D

Paginya, gua ada firasat gak enak. Wah, bakal garing nih. Wah, bakal bosen, bakal mati kutu gak tau mau ngapain. Apalagi setelah denger paginya pada berguguran, sisa gue cecen dan gebeh se-tiga-orang.*ini ilustrasi kegalauan gua di pagi tanggal 28*

Chapter 1 : bertemu.

Oke. Kelamaan ngegalau, gua telat berangkat (nggak sih, sebenernya gara2 mau bikin KTP dulu; tapi rame jadinya batal dan gue keburu telat. Kemprul) Dan alhasil sampai di Puri sejam setelah waktu janjian dengan tidak kurang suatu apapun. Nyampe sana; gua bertemu gaby di depan bodyshop - terus jalan-jalan liat tempat makan yang enak. Ternyata, dengan referensi lokasi di whatsapp sekitar sekian menit sebelumnya; cecen runtang-rantung di depan toko bodyshop sekitar 15 menit (?) HAHAHA

Chapter 2 : mengisi bahan bakar.

Awalnya pengen di glosis. Enak sih keliatannya, Enak banget malah. Tapi, dengan mempertimbangkan faktor tidak seimbangnya laju berkurangnya massa duit di dompet dan bertambahnya massa lemak di perut.... (Bahasa sederhana : makanannya mahal) Akhirnya hijrah ke platinum. Duduk. Ngobrol. Berasa garing... Sampe akhirnya siapa gitu (kayanya gue deh. apa siapa ya?) nyeletuk buat nyelonong ke rumah Denny nun jauh di Jelambar. Herannya; kali ini bisa pada setuju semua. Akhirnya bermodalkan nekad dan patungan 11.000 per orang; berangkatlah para pelancong ke Jelambar naik TransCab (gua jarang naik taksi jadi rada norak :$ mwehehehe)

Chapter 3 : Lintasing Jelambar part 1.

To be noted : pergi ke rumah Dennynya itu tanpa memberitahu si empunya rumah ;) berasa mau meng-ambush rumah orang xD

Alhasil dengan ingatan seadanya dan supir taksi yang hebat insting nyetirnya, gue setaksi jalan tanpa alamat pasti (seengganya gak pake alamat palsu sih, nyasar di jelambar berabe ini)

Ini penggambaran KECIL dari Jelambar :

Percayalah sama gue, lu gak mau kesasar disana. ANYWAY pas kita jalan kan di taksinya ada TV tuh, kita nonton tvOne - kabar siang kalo gak salah. Jadi ceritanya gini : *semua khusuk mendengarkan berita* "Telah terjadi perampokan taksi, pelakunya bernama (jeda) DENNY....." Setelahnya titiktitik semua karena kita udah keburu ketawa seketawa mungkin. LOL Akhirnya sampe di rumah Denny... And guess what. ORANGNYA GAK ADA DI RUMAH HALELUYA PUJI TUHAN. Anjrit. Kita udah ketawa miris semua, terlunta-lunta di depan rumah orang dan gak bakal ada transportasi lewat di depan sana. Akhirnya kita nelpon dia (yang ternyata abis main badminton). Dan kita memutuskan buat jalan kaki keliling-keliling daerah sono. Asik loh, asli. Adem, banyak pohon, berasa di hutan. Makanya gue namanya lintas jelambar; sodaranya lintas alam. Takut nyasar, akhirnya balik deh ke rumahnya Denny. Entah mengapa dan bagaimana, mungkin nyokapnya merasakan getaran kestressan tiga pelancong ini.... Dan mempersilahkan kami semua masuk. Udah gak enak banget nih. Disodorin nastar sama cookies pula. Mau ambil, berasa biadab super. Akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk bergabung duduk dengan awkward sambil berdoa denny segera pulang. Akhirnya gua telpon lagi *peace yoo* dan pas gw ngomong; kedengeran suaranya denny di luar. Langsung gue matiin dan kita semua berjuang parah nahan ketawa. Masuklah si denny, dan kita cuma ngomong "hai" LOL.
Chapter 4 : Lintasing Jelambar part 2. 
Setelah nungguin si doi ganti baju 3x.. Akhirnya kita jalan tanpa arah; sampe netepin target rumah selanjutnya : JB (bukan jastin biber; lebih keren HAHAHA) sekarang kita jalan, belom tau ada dimana tapi udah tau mau kemana #eeaaa Udah jalan sekian meter, gua agak curiga kalo bakalan nyasar ini. Akhirnya naik bajaj deh. Gue, gebeh, denneh bertigaan di belakang...  

cecen nemenin si abang di depan 

Berasa banget itu bajaj kaya kaga kuat narik. Untung gak mogok xD. Nah di tengah jalan ada anak kecil yang gue dadain loh. *pentingsekali* Akhirnya sampailah di rumah jebeh. Awalnya cuma mau manggil anaknya keluar terus bilang "yow" dan ngacir lagi. Tapi alam berkata lain. Ujan deres cetar membahana tiba2 nyerbu dan akhirnya gue sekalian wajib bertandang di rumah jebe. Wkwk namanya jodoh.. Mestakung ini namanya (semesta mendukung) wkwk xD Nungguin hujan reda, kita ngebully gebeh dan jebeh (cocok yaa (>̯͡.<̯͡) ) sampai akhirnya hujan reda (pasti kecewa nih (¬͡ -̮ ͡¬) cuma gak bilang saja wkwk) Tips : kalo mau nyari anaknya, bilangnya riyan jangan rayen HAHAHA 

Chapter 5 : unik, asik #korbaniklan.
Setelah pamit kepada empunya rumah ke2; berkelanalah lagi the rangers mencari ide untuk pergi ke TA. Jalan kaki? Kalo ga pingsan ya kesasar. Nyari taksi.... Impossibruuu D: oke. Jadi kita memutuskan buat jalan aja.... Terus tibatiba ketemu becak!!!   Jadi naik becak deh (>̯͡w<̯͡) kapan lagi naik becak di jakarta?? Too bad ga sempet foto xD Turun di indosiar, kita bingung mau naik apa lagi. Akhirnya naik transjakarta. Whaa xD 

Tiketnya :3

NB : gue gapernah naik bus selain bus karyawisata... Seneng banget loh ( ื▿ ืʃƪ) walaupun pas turun di grogol salah naik bus terus balik ke tempat semula :x akhirnya sampe juga di CP \(`▽´)/  Asik loh naik transjakarta. Berasa surfing karena naiknya berdiri xD #norakbud 

Chapter 6 : the horror... 
Kita jalan kaki ke TA setelah bergumul berat antara TA - CP. Nongkrong di bucks (gua menerima donasi sticker kalo ada yang mau beramal :D ), nontonin short movienya si i (if you know what I mean) terus jalan ke timezone & nontonin orang main Dark Escape 4D (kalo ga salah) 

Amsyong. Nonton dari luar aja gua udah teriak2. Akhirnya kita meneguhkan hati untuk main dengan formasi denny - gaby yang mangku gue - cecen. Serem loh. Ciyus... Udah 3D, geter2, ada angin2 gajelas juga. IH udah amitamit deh x_x Berakhir kita pulang ke rumah masingmasing.. Dan gua mengantar gaby (ˇзˇ) Sekian cerita dari the new year rangers (usulan gebeh) dan perjalanannya di jakarta barat (>̯͡<̯͡)  Setelah perjalanan ini gue belajar sesuatu loh... 

"Kemanapun kita pergi, dengan maupun tanpa rencana, perginya sama sahabat pasti asik!"

I love you guys so muchas :* kapan-kapan kita jalan yang lengkap ya ^.^

-day 118-

It's a day after christmas ♥ (I started to wrote this post yesterday :p )
And it was happy! ^_^
(I know it contradicts to my last post, but heeeeey at least it's better!)
Although I spent these 6 days at home (aaaand malls; need not to be said), but I still feel happy ~

*Bahagia itu sederhana.*

Yaaaah of course I did something sih....
Well I had some video conference with my faraway friends~ It's fun. LOL xD
And I played the Sims 3 (this time not the pirated version ;) my parents bought me the whole series; original copy for my christmas present!!!!! *hugshugshugs*)
But wait, there is more ;)

So, here's my christmas wish list (you may have seen this on my twitter; but I'll write it anyway)

1. To be able to perform our best (we played at a christmas celebration; and thanks God it went well - or at least that's what I heard LOL)
2. To win this 100 shirts tender (first I thought it was impossible but I got it loh~)
3. Keep on (or try better) giving my best at school, business and (hopefully) every aspects of life.
4. Be a better person for my family and friends~
5. (well this one is kinda hard but nothing is impossible, no?) To regain my faith. HA.

What a wish. I forgot to mention that I want to be taller xD 
I guess it's the magic of christmas made those possible to achieve :3
In additional, I also got another present... And this is the best one ;3 ♥

Okaaay enough LOL >////< I hope you had an awesome christmas like mine ^^
See you tomorrow :D

-day 117-

Hey. I know I'm supposed to be happy for everything that I've received...
But today, 20.12.2012 is just a plain misery.

Not only today, actually...
It feels like everybody is fooling me. Trying my patience or whatever it is..
I don't know why I always feel so unlucky / angry lately -_-

Okay. First, my parents. I don't know if it's me that changes...
Or they're getting more annoying. Seems like my parents over-react to my brother's "little success".
Am I jealous? No. In fact, not to brag, this time I achieved better than him.
Maaaaaan. He's got a 4th gen iPod, Nintendo DS Lite, Blackberry (idk what's it's type), an Acer laptop. And he get a PC (super big one. I have no idea where will this TV-like pc will be put) because he (is predicted) that he'll get the 5th place at class.

And me? Okay, maybe it's luck, but come on. I'm in the senior high school, not to mention that my school is (obviously) 'harder' and more competitive, I could achieve such grade (despite of my other activities and laziness). And they congratulate me. Good. That's all.

Okay I know that I whine too much...
But wait, there is more!
See, I bought an USB for my dad's birthday this year.
And guess what, he lost it already. It's not that I'm disappointed because it's expensive (although it worths my 2 weeks allowance)
But it's more like he did not appreciate my present....

T_T nevermind. I guess I should not complain about everything tho. Hahaha.

Okay. Congratulation for spending some of your precious time reading this. xD See you!

-day 116-

Hello people, I am back.
Actually I don't want to write a post today, because I have nothing really important to be told...
Yet I still want to write. Kinda random, no?

So, I started my day with the physics test (which probably was the most successful physics test I've ever done) :D And got "punched" by a volleyball barely an hour after... Still have to be considered as lucky though. Here's some silly reasons :

1. It's just a volleyball (just fyi, around week ago a soccerball shot my head. A headshot! It hurts. Trust me xD)
2. This time, it's only my stomach, nowhere near my brain HAHAHA (made me feel nauseous, even until now...)
3. It happened AFTER the test.

LOL. Seems like I have some kind of ball-attracting ability ( ._.)

..... You know, actually I typed an essay (quite literally) yet I decided to erase them all...

I don't know why I no longer be able to write anything I want to (if you take a look at my previous posts, it's like I'd just write anything I want to. Even it's kinda private)

Means that I can't do those all-out thingy anymore T______T

I've changed a lot... *sad* Although there's one thing that stays the same :

My GALAU-NESS

1. Still galau-ing about my faith... 

- started praying since a month ago sih.. However, even though I feel that I kinda regained my faith, it's not the same... Still that old war between my heart and brain LOL. Seems like it's just an interference from 'someone else' would be able to help me through this.... (>.<)

2. Having a certain someone to be galau-ed of. 

- BUUUUUUUUUUUT it's not that "him" anymore. Time passes by, people change.... And so do I :)

That person that I used to know... I used to think of every night and day (whoaaaa).... He moved to a place miles away from here :') So I have no choice but to think of someone else (WTF??)

LOL okay nevermind. Getting more absurd with every sentence, right? HAHAHA

Here's the thing. I want to share a thing, and after I wrote like a paragraph I'd think that I shouldn't write this and that and lalala so I erased and changed some part(s).... :<

I wish I'll gain my shameless side (only while I am writing, of course) back :' 

I have a bunch of ideas that are ready to be written (eaa) soooooo just be patient :3

THANKSALOT for wasting like 10 minutes (more or less) of your life just to read this post xD

Come back soon! Trololol :]

-day 115-

It's been 5 months since my last update :')
Things happened. A lot.

Now, I'm in my senior year of high-school... And I've decided where to continue my study after this.
I'll be a student of UPH, majoring in Food Technology :)
There's something funny I want to share with you guys...
I searched through my old blog... (it's spoon.of.live) xD (Not my first blog though, but it's the oldest blog that I could trace)
Take a peek! "Take a Glance at My Future" (please forgive my mis-spelling and awful grammar tho)
So I've went to UPH since I was a junior-highschooler (3 years and I still choose the same university and major! LOL)

Mind if I share something with you about how I chose Food Technology major at the first place?
So, my biology teacher asked me to join a competition named "National Smukiez Competition" (yeah, also the reason why I picked smakone back then, I saw the orchestra performance... And now I play with the orchestra ^_^) and then asked me to prepare for the chemistry test (biology : elva. physics : joa.)
She asked me, why I didn't mind to study chemistry? I answered because I loved chemistry too, not only biology (and I still do :D ) and she said that I would love this Food Technology thingy.
(Bad coherence, I know LOL) Could be concluded that this event literally changed my life.

Whoa. Long time no write, my fingers (and my brain) jammed quite often while writing this post x)
PS : I write this post instead of studying physics xD I'll be having physics test by tomorrow...

-day 114-

Heyya! Long time no see, no?
Been busy for my newly-released project! ^^


It's my first online shop : *drumroll*

whiTees shirt-shop (@whiTeeshirt)

What do you think? :3
Feel free to visit (and add) it's FB, and to follow the twitter if you would :D
And I'd love to hear comments and suggestions from you guys :3
Okay? See you there! <3


*ps : sorry if you feel like this post is only for promoting.. Matter fact, I have nothing to tell, except that I've failed civics, maths and english test (3 in a row) this week T_T*