-day 129-

Hey. It's been awhile since my last post.

I hope I could go anywhere out there. Anywhere, but home.
I need a break from this. From our debates.
It hurts a lot to face things like this.
From being rejected by an uni...
And my parents carelessly add more sadness by saying - out loud.
I can't say what it is. Afraid that I'll offend some people.
That's not the main pain : it's the arguing part.
Accusing me not trying hard enough, doesn't deserve to be student of great universities...

Trust me, it hurts so f*ing much.
Okay maybe I haven't given my best..
But I didn't perform that bad. I mean I gave my "optimum" results.
Hah. I need a place to shout my heart out.
I have to be alone 3-|

-day 128-

Hello all~ It's been quite a while since my last post :')
I was preparing for the National Examination (the so-called UN)

I'm quite sad to say that my high school life is over....
Three years I've survived as a proud smukier.
Well, not much to tell.. But I have some plans to be done this holiday.
Get a driver license, practice with some orchestra, make some changes to my body (yes, I'm going to a fitness centre), help my uncle's store...
And the most important : I'm going to visit churches around Jakarta! Yay~
I'm quite lucky to have friends who doesn't mind bringing me to their churches..
I really do hope that you guys could help me by suggesting a church for me to visit :D

Anyways, we're going to face the national examination tomorrow...
To be honest, I'm quite nervous. Especially for Indonesian language and biology. Effing scary.
Not that I'm afraid that it'd be hard..
But I always make silly mistakes. T_T

Well... Shouldn't be online right now, so I won't write too long..
See you all soon! :3