-the 68th day-

Well konbanwa....
Since this fun IGN1TE2010 ended.....
My life is somewhat.. Dreadful. --
Lot of (I mean it) homeworks, projects, and exams pile up during that event.
And now, we are suffering *heeeeeeelppp!!*
That's my reason of this pret-ty long absence from blogging >_<
Ah yaa, something I *feel* that I need to tell y'all...
Starting this saturday, my only weekend will be full packed.
Chem Club - Theory - Practical - OSNI --"
Ohhh cmon... Not even a single day to rest? *faint*

-the 67th day-

Well hello there.
Hoah felt so down gloomy desperate and sad because of my mid term report card. oooooh.
I still can't get it... Why my parents put a awfully high expectation(s) to my scores.
Oh please,, can't you lower your hopes, even just for a little?

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And today, I visited some booths of my favorite univs :)
They are :
UPH (FoodTech / BioTech industry)
UMN (IS / IT)
NUS (ChemEng / Applied Chem / CompSci)
HKUST (ChemEng / CompSci)
NTU -->less like it but my parents force me to. (Chem Eng / Comp Sci)

Well, they're all Nat Sci's major, but what if I can't make it to the nat sci?
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-IGN1TE 2010-

IGN1TE, short for
Introducing New Generation in SMAK 1 Through Competition and Arts
That's our school's annual cup theme for this year :)
Well, I'm not one of the committee... So I can't tell you much here :(
For short :

The poster :)

Last year, I attended the cup too, BL1TZ ;)

But I joined the National Smukiez Competition..

It's a math and science competition for those who have enlightened minds (?) for junior high-schoolers, come and join us :)

Now, back to topic (y)

One thing you should keep in mind : come to the closing ceremony!

We'll have RAN, BLP, Tompi, and one more (it's a secret ;O)

Only 20K if you order, and 25K if you buy on-the-spot :p

Just imagine,,, 25K and you could watch your idols live?? WOW :p

So, come and you won't regret :)

For more info, just visit :

IGN1TE's Facebook : facebook.com/ign1te2010

IGN1TE's Twitter    : twitter.com/IGN1TE2010

IGN1TE's homepage : ign1te.com

See you there :)

-the 66th day-

Well hello there... :)
It has been a weeeeeeek (more sih hahaha) since my last post..
Therefor, I apologeeeze :p (hahaha I love these long eeee effects ^^)
And yeah, my mid term test(s) are now officially done :)
Now, we smukierz are waiting for our annual cup :p
Well I'll tell you more about this cup at my upcoming post, kay?

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Hmm.... Actually I wanna tell you something ;)
But I'd rather not deh, just in case if the person I talk about suddenly read my blog --;
Okay, I'll be right back for the post about IGN1TE 2010 okay? :)

-the 65th day-

Well hello....
This week was..... AWFUL.
A lot of HW... A dreadful flock of TESTS.....
Oh Gosh.. I felt like I'm going to faint *blughhh*
Ohhhh so tired....
But I think I have nothing to tell sih.
Other than : We'll have our CLASSICAL TEST OF PHYSICS :p
yahhh... I'll tell you something sih.. But next week okay? :)
See you ;)

-the 63rd and 64th day-

Hey all... Sorry I can't post yesterday :(
I was (and is) sick --"
So sick that I -almost- collapsed at fx yesterday.
FX? Yeah, I visited anatomy show...
Well... Nothing so special there...
I think it didn't worth my 70k moneeey. Hmm.

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So I spent rest of my day (including this day sih.. hahaha) at my bed, I can't even walk away, my body hurts a lot.. :(
I have nothing to tell you sih... So see you, maybe next weekend :(
Starting this Tuesday, until Friday (the next week) we'll be doing the Mid-Term test. Huh. Such a pain hahahha :p

-the 62nd day-

Hello here I am again,, hahaha
It feels soo nice to post everyday like thiss....
But too bad I won't be able to do this in no time...
Just imagine, this Monday we'll be back to school..
And Tuesday till Thursday (the next week, not at the same week.)
We will be suffering because of the dreaded-newly-invented Mid Term.
Great, isn't it? :(

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Today I (planned) to finish my history mindmapping *not an exact mindmap sih.. more look like a doodle --*
but I can't because I laughed at (almost) every page..
See :
Wayang beber : I thought it was wayang BIEBER
Adat istiadat : and this one as adat ISTIADI
And next, the story of Roro Anteng and Joko Seger, who have 25 children (iwao,,, imagine that. 25 --) and their youngest child named :
******. Hwahahahahhahah this time I laughed out loud, LOL
So my history mindmap is stuck at the moment, my stomach aches because I laughed too much hahahaha.

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Then I decided to spent my half-free time to practice my photoshop ability (I used to be a photoshop addict :p)
And I made this :

An orange flower :)

Actually I made a big picture, but because it's size also SOO BIG I can't upload it :(

You know why I chose orange?

Because it symbolize our joy and happiness ^^

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Sheesh, I'm so hungry! See you tomorrow all :)

-mezzanines;handicrafts-

Hey all :)
I've made a small doll :)
But it's somewhat untidy.. :(

Pinky Penguin ^^

See? It's so messy! :(

Made it when I was staying at Lembang, hahaha :)

-the 61st day-

Well... Hi all :)

Today I must stay at home...

My mom and dad are back to work.. Again --.

I wonder why they won't make the holiday longer, I won't hurt kok --

Yeah, so I woke up at 12 pm, after being pushed off my bed (read : my head hit the floor UNsmoothly) by my mom. Ckckck.

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Then I spent my whooooooooooole day by doing MATHEMATICS.

Yeah, physics yesterday, and mathematics today.

Dead lah. hahahahha

And I made a picture..... Just see!

Me and Math, new couple.

How's that? Sweet huh?
Maybe I'll post more pictures about my.... Day?
So someday this blog will be an online graphic diary :p

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Ah ya, I really want to introduce you my bestie :

Celli, edited :p

She's my almost-a-year old cello :)

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Okay, guess I gotta fetch some sleep so g'nite :)

-the 60th day-

Hey guys! Well I'm really stressed out now ._.
You know, yesterday I went to sleep at 5am (okay, it's not yesterday anymore --)
Because of :

PHYSICS

Tsk. That cursed subject-from-hell really "made my day".

Sheeeesh. Done with that dreadful thing.

Today I didn't study or did anything for school..

But -atleast- I practiced cello a little bit, and I just realized...

My "ability" to play cello is WAAAAAAAAY DOWN THERE :(

And now I'm really confused, how could I join PYO?

Actually, "Why I joined and I accepted?"

Sometimes I really thinks about my presence there, I would be a troublemaker there :(

Huh.. Saddo.

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Anyway, I've been thinking lately..

And I "found" this :

"Our eyes could tell anything, more than what we say through our mouths. Eyes will never lie, neither our mouths"

Don't know why I could say that, hahaha.

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Hmm.... I missed him a lot.... When will he come back?
Without him I have nobody to annoy,, hahahahahah :p
Okay, my mom is watching over me now (behind sih, haha) so I'd rather get studying now.. See ya :)

-the 59th day-

Hey guys, sorry I can't make my post yesterday...
Coz' I went to : Lembang!
I stayed at SanGria hotel, the hotel I've been staying since I was... Let's say, 5 years old? :)
There, I spent my day with relaxing, daydreaming, and no-brainy activities. :p

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You know what?
I accidentally insert the wrong email when I was trying to sign in to this account...
And I found my long-lost-really-abandoned blog!
*actually that blog was the longest blog that I've maintained*
It's name is : Spoon of Live !
Well, maybe some of you have known this blog... Heehee..

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Well.. I won't write any longer, need to practice physics and mathematics for the mid term --....
So, see you tomorrow *ihopeso* :D

-the 58th day-

Well hello, today my holiday as a smukierz REALLY has begun.
Just imagine, this holiday I have :
-Sociology
-Chemistry Lab
-Biology Lab
-History
-Chemistry
-Creativity
-Physics
-Maths
The ones with strikethrough are the ones that I've done. Argh.
And not only those afwul HWs, we'll have our mid term tests right after this holiday-too. Eargh.
I'm so freaked out. With this amount of holiday, it means that the teachers really want us to suffer --"
Yeah, we should change it's name. It's not holiday, only study-at-home day (SAT-day) hahaha.
But luckily my parents still put some sympathy towards me, and they plan a trip (only one day though) to Lembang, my favorite place to visit since I was a toddler. :)
So, gotta get packing, see ya :')

-mezzanines;handicrafts-

Ah ya, I've made some handicrafts during the holiday..

I'll show the pictures :)

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Penguin iTouch pouch :)

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Dolphin Brooch ^^

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Dolphin Doll

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That's all I've made.. :)

-the 57th day-

Hi all, now I'm back :)
okay, there's one extraordinary-fun-long-unforgettable experience for me ^^
Lemme tell you :)

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For three days (7-9 september) I attended the consolidation of SC (Smukiez Choir) and there was no regrettion! Ohhh I really enjoyed every days, hours, activities, sessions, minutes, snacks, and even seconds! *let's be lebaaaay*
And that was one of the most extraordinary activity-with-friends since I was born (?)
There's a lot (yeah, A LOT, and I mean it) things to tell, but too much that I can't choose which to tell --

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And one more thing, I really surprised when aladin offered me, if I want a souvenir.. Yeah, and I accepted -- *gataudiri*
Still, I'm such a GR girl... Tsk.
See you yaa :) *even though this is a holiday, there's a lot of tests and homeworks to do so I can't stay long :'(

-the 56th day-

Yeah, this post has been delayed for 3 months and one day. Lol.
And a lot (yeah, A LOT, REALLY) has happened.
So I'll tell you some REALLY IMPORTANT things for me.

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1. Now I'm officially the 14th part of X5 @ smakONE :)
2. PROUD PART OF PYO :) Penabur.Youth.Orchestra

3. Joined SC :) *smukiez choir*

4. Crushed and Dumped by a boy in a month and less --

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Well, I've got nothing to say about my new class, but I've found a new besties-atleast-I-think-so here :)
And, the exams and homeworks are HELL YEAH GREAT. AWH AWH hahaha I'm somewhat confused.

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Let's talk about ............ PYO!!
An orchestra made by Penabur, consist of junior and senior high students of Penabur Jakarta. And I'm really proud to be one of them :)
There, I meet a lot of new friends (as well as old accuintances) and surprisingly, aladin (the boy that I've been talked about here) is here too. --"
But because of this, we're now back like the first time we chat *aww*
-yeah, you guys don't know that I fought with him on July-
And now, there's 2 person *just say donald and aladin*
I'll tell you more about donald next time, okay? :)

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Tomorrow I'll do Maths and Biology tests, so I can't be here for long :(

See ya!

-the 53rd, 54th, and 55th day-

Hello all ;)
Last saturday, (day 53) I was.. Let's just say, startled.
Why? Because when I was going to another course room (for theory) I saw him, laying on the.. Waiting chair? LOL.
*huh?!* Yah, that's a word I said there.
Then he just rolled a little bit, showed his face, and raise his eyebrow (no plural, only one hahahaha) -sok cool. Hihi- still dazed, I only could do one thing : c.e.n.g.o. Hahaha
Then he go back to sleep. Just a short meeting.

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Sunday? Erghh I still hate it a lot. We went to plaza semanggi. It WAS a great mall (with luxury?) But now, it IS worse than mangga dua! Ergh so hot no luxury full with villagers (hah?) Yah, it has fallen. It has lost its pride and beauty (lho? Hahha)

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What about today? Nah, can't tell you anything. It's just an ordinary day.
Wake. bath. eat. practice. watchTV. hold. sleep. It's so boring! Aww I wish I could go anywhere outhere..

-a little dream of fantasy- part three.

"I know you, the lover of mine! To your friend you ask about me, and your trust was betrayed. He was a friend of mine, told what's upon your mind. Delighted by those, I happy by something you shouldn't know now. Shall a friendship be start?"

-the 51st and 52nd day-

Well,, yesterday? I've got nothing to tell..
I guess my life's getting boring because of this fantastically-long holiday..
Hmm :(

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Today? Hmm I attend some kind of.. Seminary? Idk deh what's namenya. Hahaha
And I went to gading + moi, to play pump and sing at Lollipop's. Hhahaha. Nothing to tell more than this, so bye ;)

-the 50th day-

Today? Well I went to moi...
Nice (y) and as always, we play pump ;)
Yeah we played a lot, and I got an "A" for turkish marsh (or march idk) minimum tune ^^ at last,, heehee ♥
We watched Prince of Persia (first day of release at Indonesia) nice (y)
The settings,, properties,, wow I guess this film need a bunch of money,, hahaha
But, :( I'm sad right now..
Why? I won't tell here lah ;)
Bye~ haahaaa

-the 49th day-

Well hi guys ;)
Today? As usual, I didn't go anywhere,,
Okay, I did go, but just to MOI, like tomorrow..
I played pump (fiesta 2010) haha with my brother! Heehee ^^
Yah but I don't have many thing to tell,, so bye! TT~

-the 48th day-

Hi all! Today, I watch a film named "IP man 2" it's a chinese--heroic fighting film? Hmm --a
I'm not talking much about it deh, don't want to be a spoiler hahaha. And 1 more : his name reminds me to our lovely headmaster, IPé hehehee~

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Arghhhh I'm still curious about it == thanks a lot for your guess-who-I-like-game ==
Huahhh I reallyreally curious. Why?
Yaa if you read my postings from the beginning you'll know lah ;)
Don't know deh, guess because of that "game" I really fall this time. TT~

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Hmm, the Law and Order : SVU is starting, so bye~ ;D

-a little dream of fantasy- part two.

I throwed into a room. Guided by dizziness, I crawled to a bed. And a sudden familiar voice thundered through my ears. I open my eyes, a stunning face freezes my body. And I collapsed. Questions buzz here and there. But a lovely voice of his lit my eyes.

-the 45th, 46th, and 47th day-

Hello, today (and tomorrow) I go to the chiropractic, and yeah, Pasific Place.
But there's some differences, considering the truth that no 2 days could be identical ;)
Well, on friday, after PP I went to GI (y) and atw pizza bar ~ *my favorite pizza of all*

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But, on saturday, after the therapy, my body hurts (until now, still aches) a lot so I decided to skip a cello course. Heehee.
My decision of not going to the course made a pretty big difference. Haha.
But it's not a thing that I could tell here, so be patient, okay? ;)

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And today, I went to look for a bed. Haha it's pretty boring day.
Hey, it's been a week I've -done a thing I mentioned last week- loh hahahaha
^^b
Gotta goo,, bye!

-the 43rd & 44th day-

Hey.. Well you know what, from the last post that I said..
I can't stand a day without chat with him ==..
And yesterday? How?
Ya ofcourse I'm the one -again- who start.
Hahaha TT~ maybe it's a one hand clapping love -cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan- ahahahah.
ah! And yesterday, I went to the chiropractor (whoa, he's real an american hahahaha) at Pasific Place.

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And today I'll go there again. You know, it'll be twice-a-weekly therapy for me. :(
Well atleast I still like it's place (PP isn't a place I'll go everyday loh. Ahaha)
And yeah, today my parents keep talking about my future or whatever lah. Still they can't do anything. Only scholarship, only for Singapore. Nothing else. It's like.. My future has been judged, no choise. Hell yeah, ofcourse I feel jealous of the flithy rich kids that could go anywhere they want.
If I have a choise, I really want to go to Japan.. But I knew I won't. Hmm.

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Well I don't care lah. Better I think about now. Ahaha. Bye~

-the 41th and 42nd day-

Yesterday, I was really really happy. (Yeah, still same with sunday) imagine. I've chatted with him, sunday monday and today..
From sunrise until the moonset. Wow.
It was a perfect whole day.
No bored feeling (of course, who would be bored when chatting with the "crush"?)
-justsayso- but unlike me, at the opposite side of this chat (I mean him) won't feel the same way.. (Well I sure hope he feel the same with me, but it has a fat chance)

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But today, the nightmare come true (woah)
Yea, we're out of topics to talk -actually only me because I'm the one who ask, and he answers. Hmm-
So, I think I won't chat to him today (or I won't start first) I wait for him to start.
It was, and IS a bad desicion. Why? Because he has no need to chat with me.
And he won't feel bored without me.. He has his piano, right? TT~
I sure curious if he feel lonely? Or maybe he's waiting for me? *surehopeso*

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Huff.. This is a looooooong day. TT~

-the 40th day-

Yeah, monday. It used to be -one of- my worst day at school. Hahaaa.
But now, it's almost be my favorite day. Why?
Because, since holiday started, we always plan a walk together every monday! Ooh :3
Today, we went to MOI (again. It's always been MKG and MOI) and we played pump.. A lot ! Maybe I've played 15 songs? Hahaha

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But, because of playing pump, we forgot our lunch (hope my parents won't find out)
And yeah, my foot hurt. My right arm also.
Ouch.. But it still gave me.. Some sort of happiness? *uwoo*
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Well I'm not talking much today.. Trying songs with hard mode and 3 times speed drains my energy.. So I'm going to bed :) Bye~

-a little dream of fantasy- part one.

Night of fate, I was walking. Didn't realize, pair of red eyes watching over me. At the dark edge you hide, waiting for me. Head to the street end, calling a taxi. "Hello lady" he greets. "See you later" and my face covered by a fragrance. Then my whole world goes black.

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I'll post this serial every weekend~ :)

-the 36th, 37th, 38th, and 39th day-

Thursday, friday, saturday... All of them, I spent, stuck at home... Well atleast something made me happy.. Haahaa

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Sunday - it's today. Something made me (yeah it's the same with yesterday) reaaaaally happy. Hmm I'm not so sure I need to tell you why.. :p *don't know who'll read this right? :3*

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Hey, I'll post the first paragraph of my story! Hope you'll enjoy to read! See ya ;)

-the 32nd, 33rd, 34th, & 35th day-

Yeah. This holiday is reallllllllly boring. Just imagine. 3 days I've stuck at home. Only go to MKG (Mall Kelapa Gading)
But last 2 nights I dreamed about something. Something that rejuvenates my imagination, and my feeling towards him -from the drama-

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Maybe I'll make a poem of it? It's been ² days and I had a feeling it'll continue.. Bye~

-the 30th and 31th day-

Hey hey hey!! It's been a month I've blogged! Wow :3 congratulatıons to me! Heehee.
Although yesterday I dıdn't have anythıng to tell....TT so I can't celebrate ıt yesterday. Huu..

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Hmm. Today, we walked agaın, together. (Yeah, ıt starts to feel lıke a rıtual. Monday-ly rıtual.~~)
Thıs tıme ıs almost as -rame- as the last week one. Wow *clap* nıce!
We're growıng close as the tıme rolls to the farewell. ==
Aaaah. TT

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Anyway my parents keep forcıng me to read the book from "Adam Khoo" *just search for hım at the ınternet* so better get goıng! Thaaa~

-the 28th & 29th day-

Hey guys! :3
Yesterday~ it's the farewell party for us.. And the announcement of the National Final Exam. I made it! Uhuhuhuhuy!
But my score..... Especially Indonesian Language... 7,6 out of 10. Woh so bad ==
Hmm.. Not bad lah... :l
And..... We cried a lot yesterday. TT

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And today, I went to SMJ -Sekolah Musik Jakarta / Jakarta Music School- and being tested for the cello course. And... I'm an elementary-third grade (don't know if that means I'm BAD enough or GOOD enough as a 14 yo girl. Hiahahah) but... When I inside the room, and "doing" the test, something (okay somebody sih) SURPRISED me. Really surprised. Hmmph.
You know, it is HIM. HIM from the drama. He "popped" out of nowhere. And he entered the room.
It shocked me a lot. Whoa. Such a "beautiful" surprise. I was really startled and maaaaaybe my face was really a mess. Really messy. TT

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Hmm. Okay gotta go to eat. Bye~

-the 25th, 26th, and 27th day-

Hey guys! Sorry seems like my laziness is growing more and moreee! TT
Although for the the 25th and 26th day there's NOTHING (and I stayed at home... Sooo boring ! Uuuh) so it's useless though if if I post something -that doesn't mean anything- hehehhe :3

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But today, o6.o5.1o was,is,and will be in our hearts (cieelaah)
Today we had our farewell party... It's pretty nice and memorable enough lah. :) not bad..
And the girls - emod... (As usual) Go to MOI and play pump heehee. I ♥ it sooo much! >< !
And that's the second time I try the CHIMERA song. First time, I can't even through the level == sooo hard.
But now -thanks God ☺- I could get an A -even it's more like luck.. And still in the normal mode..- heeeheee :) atleast there's some improvement hoohoo! *happy*
Then we go to tutti frutti and ate fro-yo there... *love the chocolate one very muchhhh... Nice!* then.. We go home.
But my journey hasn't end.. I still went to the p4 school and watched the parents rehearsing. *FYI: they're really LEBAY too. Ahahaha like their childrens loh :3*

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Well that's enough 4 the moment ! I gotta get ready for tomorrow.. Bye~

-the 23rd & 24th day-

Hey guys.... I'm so sorry I can't write a post yesterday.. ☹
I was -still actually- so tired of that DREADFUL outbond. Woot woot. So I didn't go anywhere yesterday. Hahaha.

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And today.... I really did ENJOYED this day.
Just imagine. 19 from our class (and our class only consist of 24) took a walk to mall together, today.
We played pump (I played.. Maybe almost 20 times ahahaha) watched ironman ², and we ate together. Then we go to gramedia.
But that's not the most important thing.
The thing is, we gathered together and had fun! And when I went home... I realized that in no time we won't be able to meet each other like this... Anymore. TT
It's so sad! Pathetic! Apalagi we've been together for two years... Full. And now we'll.... NOOOO! TT.

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Ahh. My eyes get watery and blurry. I can't see the keyboard anymore so... Bye! :3

-the 20th, 21th, and 22nd day-

I felt so bad when I need to make these 3 days into one post.. ☹
Well at the 20th day I can't post because other than I MUST get ready for the outbond programme -accel only- on the 21th and 22nd day (whoa I'm not so sure it's 22nd or 22th) so sorryy TT.

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For the 21th day, when we reached the "hotel", we're told that we can't bring and us our handphones. GREAT. Then I can't post to this blog... NOOO!
Well.. We had a lot of fun though. From session to session, simulations, and breaks.. We gave our friend Vinska and Mason (yeah, his birthday's at 30th of April) a surprise either! :3 we brought flour and water (actually we planned to bring tomato and eggs either but we canceled it because it'll be REALLY messy. Haha) and we throwed, we poured, but the most important: we HAD a lot of fun, and we laughed a lot either. Not only us, the teachers and facilitators gave them a surprise (different then ours, it's pretty... Rude at beginning, but it was sooo sweet... I wish I could get them either...) And at night, we got caught by our -night jurit- teacher when we all (8 of us) were talking inside 1 room... == soo bad! TT

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Now, let's talk about today. There's nothing to tell you either..
So maybe I'll be going now. Tha~

-the 19th day-

Woahh. Hello there!
Today, our -nearly- birthday girl (well it's tomorrow sih) celebrated her birthday at MOI!
We ate Wendy's and watched Toy Story marathon! (1 & 2, together :3)
And not just that...
We played (alot) too! Basketball (yeah, successfully hurts my hands) and NX Pump! *PIU* (perfect. This one make my foot ache alot.)
But, now I feel like I went home from a P.E. final exam...
Ooooh my hands and foot..... Hurts alot T_T.

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So I can't write too long either... Or my fingers won't be able to move tomorrow ==. Bye!

-the 18th day-

Hello guys !
Today I skipped school because of my -late sleep- yesterday.
School's out at 10 am, and I woke at 1 pm. Hahahaha!
Hmm I can't speak much today...
Except for the fact that chatting (via bbm) with him (OTHER him okay? this time he's my classmate) could make my gloomy feelings flew!
I laughed a lot (and had a blast too) when I chat with him. Nice!

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Wow tomorrow I gotta go to school so I guess I should off now. :) Bye~

-the 17th day-

It's late already....
Hmmm.
I'm so tired and exhausted and sleepy..
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Why did I wrote this late?
Besause me n my family go to watch the celebration of "60 diplomatic years between Indonesia and China." Woot woot
I didn't thought that we'll go home THIS late. (Yeah I reach home at 00 AM. Perfect.)
But it's nice sih to watch the shiw. Songs, dances, martial arts performances and many more! -worth a late night sleep-
And next to my daddy, sit a group of... Let's say teenager? One of them is pretty.. Attracting. Ahhaahaha *rotfl*
But I didn't manage to know him.. Even his name. TT.
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Woaah. It's sooo late. I need to off now.. Bye!

-the 16th day-

Hey! *enjoying my holiday loh :)*
Well I got a little bit burned sih this evening (okay actually it just happened) could I tell you?

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Ooooooh you know, my mom is really sarcastic. REALLY, AND I MEAN IT.
Yeah, she *successfully* canceled -almost- all of my future courses... (Like, the wallstreet -english course, not so necessary-) The other one (cello) hasn't canceled yet. YET. But I'm still struggling for it. Oh my..

Now I'm REALLY confused about what should I do during this 81-days holiday. -Wow it's really long loh ^^b-

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Hey, hey, I think I gotta go now. Bye~

-the 15th day-

Hello duys!
Oh my... My foot are hurt.... Badly ==
Maybe tomorrow they'll be swollen. Ahahahahahah.

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Soooo tired OMG I didn't expect that IPB's -Institut Pertanian Bogor | Bogor Farming Institute- campus would be THIS HOT. Felt like I've been to sahara, you know? Woah so hot and big. And 1 more: we WALK around the institute (maybe around 60 hectare? Hahaha)
And congrats, their presentation about the food tech (teknologi pangan) has successfully took away all of my appetite.. For biotechnology. (FYI, I planned to enter the biotech faculty) ahahaha. Congrats ☺

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Argh anyway I'm so tired... So I won't write any longer ehehehe :3
Happy weekend guys!

-the 14th day-

Well I didn't go anywhere so... Sorry I don't have anything to tell...
Except:

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1. CoNgRaTuLaTiOn and CeLeBrAtIoN for our deary couple:

"JHU and EM" one of our cute couple.... Who celebrate their first month together yesterday! Congratz!

 And today is their first date~ Wuuu ^^b *I'm so jealous... :(*

2. I just opened somebody you-know-who's facebook. And when I saw the status, oooooh~ lightning struck my heart *ouch* and I....... Think I'll get the karma of my drama (wow berima loh!) soon. Oh shuut.


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Oooh I'm so sad... TT. Hmm better if I forget all of this, I guess :3
See ya! :-*

-the 13th day-

Hey. yeah. hey.

YEAHHH!
Today, we're all declared OFFICIALLY FREE FROM SCHOOL ! It rocks ! :O *osh!!* Ooooh~ now I'm free for 2++ months. :3

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But something came and bugs me... again.
Today, this friend of mine (yeah, same like yesterday) told him that somebody from "our" class likes him. And guess what? He asks my friend, which one? (smart question, coz if he asks who, my friend will answer with name and I'm not so sure that he know who's who. haha) And I was reaaally startled. == My friend answered with : "the one with glasses". yeah. glasses. and my friend still say that he didn't tell him. Matter fact, I'm the only girl with glasses from the class. ==
Such a drama.

And this d.r.a.m.a. always be in my thoughts. Every single day. == Useless. Actually I lost my interest sih. ~~ hahah so.. maybe I'll only do all of this for fun

*warning: do not try at home if you don't want to be "punished" by your friends. Hahaha. Parental advisory ^^*

And -maaaybee- I'll just let this one slip away. *Matter of state. money, brain, talents. I'm far -waaaaay- from him so ==*

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Well so....... That's all for today :3

-the 12th day-

Hell-o~
Yay! You know, today's exams were the last exams. (Well tomorrow we'll do IT and Vocal) Yeah, last ones we need to study hahah.
I really happy today (yes I do, but something make me don't.)

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You know, today.. Exactly when we were going home (still at front of school sih) Something happened.
He has a friend from my class. And unfortunately, his friend is one of the "naughty" boy... == And when I asked my friend about him, and I want to ask which SHS will he enter.... And this friend of mine shouted "******!" I was really shock and decided to run away (because of shame, you know?) and now I'm still confused.

Mau dikemanain muka gue besok di sekolah?

 Where should I put my face? *huahahaha*

I'm still felt sooooooooooooo ashamed because of that. == Now there's no way I could -even- get acquainted with him. Noooo TT~ nightmare! *puppy eyes*


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Well... Maybe it's a shame to write something I was ashamed of. But it's better than I kept it all by myself, right?
Bye~

-the 11th day-

Well.... Today sih nothing special yah.
Oiya, when we're going back from canteen (means we're walking to our class..) We saw a beautiful scene. yeah. really beautiful ==.

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There's a girl (she's interians, FYI) and she's SOOO BIG. Well, nothing beats her confidence though. You know, she sits ngangkang in front of the stairs. Wow.WOOT-WOOT.
I was dazed with that view. Hahahahaha.

Other one (and this one was pretty.... lame.) when I was doing something, and suddenly the bell rings. I turned around, and stand face-to-face with him! Woah I'm so startled and I gasped. *GASP* really loud. Woaaaaaah so embarassing! >.<

Another other one, this evening I was really bored. BoredBoredBored. Hoahm. And as always, naluri iseng suddenly pops in my head. *pop* and then I glanced at my blackberry. Wow. A bulb shines above my head! *lebaybanget* and I chose one of my facebook friend (with eenie meenie maney mooo -whatever lah hard to write hahah-) and my finger lands exactly over his account. such a coinsidence. Hahay.
So I decide to write a message for him (with all of my body and soul - sepenuh jiwa dan raga hehe) and ngumpulin whole of my bravery to press the send button {it took around 10 minutes for me to decide whether I press it or not loh :P} Then it was sent.
1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. I waited.. And my worries start to pop out of nowhere.

"How if he think that I'm an alay? What if he remove me? If he ask one of his friend about this?"

 And then my blackberry vibrates. When I saw the notification, I felt like somebody just gave me an iPhone. wow. It's him! And he replies my message! WOW~ wootwoot. But only for 4 message. From his replies, I could feel that he didn't want to know me... more. TT~
He never ask anything to me, only answer my question without even ask about who am I? T^T felt the world's cracks together with my heart~ *onceagainlebay* well now I know that it's time to forget it. == Nothing worth my time anymore.

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Well I guess I've wrote long enough... Hahaha bye~

-the 10th day-

Sunday... Sunday...
I thought today will be good because my parents told me that we'll go anywhere outside Kelapa Gading. Coz I'm really bored here.
BUT.

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My happiness changed 100% when my dad call Mr. WK *censored his name for privacy* He've been told by WK that their project won't be able to finish today (and the deadline supposed to be last week. such)
Wow. Well actually I'm really mad when my parents decide that we're not going anywhere today. == Come on lah! Friday, you said we'll go saturday. Saturday, you said that the abang komputer haven't finished his job here so we'll go sunday. Today??? WTF. Liar liar liar!!!
What I've done today? Just debating with my parents ALL day. shoot.


Anyway... We'll go to gading 1 again tomorrow.
What's for?
Well, we'll have the school's final exam tomorrow. Civics and religion.
He and his friends will, too.
What should I do???? *nothing sih..* Should I greet him? Introduce myself? Or should I let this boy slip away? He've got girlfriend, though. It's not good to *flirt* somebody who have bf/gf, y'know?
Well so I decided to look more info about him. Waitin' a lil' longer won't hurt, right? If it's fate we will meet again, ya ngga? Hahaha.


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Well that enough for today... :) Bye~

-the 9th day-

Hello guys -'ω'- today....
I was stuck at home. Why?
Because of that damn ABANG KOMPUTER again. Sheesh why won't he quit bugging around?

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Hmm... I'm still confused. Should I kenalan with "him"? And how? Hffft.

Haaft. I spent my day in front of my laptop, asked by my parents to learn the Adobe Illustrator, Dreamweaver, and Flash. == soo tired and bored.

Over all, I still ajah get jealous to couples. Shoot shoot shoot.


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Can't write too long, coz time's rolling behind me. Bye!

-the 8th day-

Huaaaaa I'm so confused today....

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First in the morning, I felt awkward 'coz I woke up WAAAAAAAAAAAY to late for school (well it's 10 a'clock.. hahah) So I decide that I should not go to school today. And that was a WRONG desicion. REALLY BAD ONE. I missed our last moment with the next-ofthenext-next room.... NOOOOOO my heart crumbled when I remember that... *LEBAY ABIS*

Next, I went to gading 1 (old school) to follow the last practical exam.... Cooking! woot woot. Woahh inside that small room... Over 50 person kali cook together. Sooo noisy and hot (it's a giant free sauna with lots of aroma.. hahah) and lots of screams either. I felt like my whole body goin' to copot. TIredTIredTIred HUAH!

And something that makes me smile (at last....) he confirmed my friend request! HIAHAHAHAHAHA >:) *evil laugh* but my friends told me that he've got girlfriend... :"( ohh why???? Every boy that attracts me selalu udah ada yang punya. Mana jatah guee???? *kebelet pacaran wkwkwk*

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Hahah. I'm so freaked out yah. Saddo... :(
Kay, gotta go~ sayonara! Hehe

-the 7th day-

Hey it's been a week I've blogged huh? *cheers*
But I felt kinda....bad today. :(
Well not bad sih tapi ANGRY. huh
But there's something better lah..

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1. Our -last- (okay there's cooking left for tommorow. sucks) practical exams went smoooooothly. So smooooth~ lalala. We've finished at 10.30, but we're allowed to go home at 13.00.. So we gather at the next-next-next room (sblahnya sebelah sebelah :p) and... Talking about our memories there, and how fast time could flew. You see, 2 years we've been there, and now's the time for saying bye... T.T oh my I think I won't be able to hold my tears any longer :p

2. Now I knew his name! Ohohoho ^^ (okay this one's another he. See, he not he heehee) Lemme give ya a clue. He's an Interian(s) and he's pretty cute hahah. Now I've found his FB account and add him. Ohhhh please accept... ^/o\^ *osh!*

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It's un-necessary sih but I feel like to tell you.. Hahay.
And maybe I'll present a WHOLE day's posting for our photos and memories together *so be happy* after the farewell party.. :')
See ya!

-the 6th day-

(Indonesia lagi yah ehehe)
Aduh.Aduh.Aduh.
Kalo kemaren pagi gue gak bisa bangun, hari ini sorenya gabisa bangun.
Mau apa sih? Hiiiy =="

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Hari ini, gaada pelajaran samasekali di sekolah. Could you imagine how boring was that?
Akhirnya kita pake buat latian drama inggris... Diulang sampe 3x gara" kelamaan. wkwkwk. But we finished our practice first loh :)
Aah gapenting lah. Still. Topik perbincangan cewe" tadi itu loh yang bikin gue rada kepikiran.
Oooh it's so deeep hahah. And something still wanna make me CRY.
Boo-hoo-hoo.

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Well tetep aja ada something stuck in my heart and sukses banget bikin gue kepikiran. Shoot shoot shoot :(
Okay guys better get goin.. Kudu ngapalin kotbah agama neh.. WML guys :)

-the 5th day-

Felt sick this morning.. -T^T-

So I can't go to school today. :(

Well actually I felt a little bit relieved when my friends said..

"You've missed a great day!"

Because that means there's a lot of freetimes and I didn't miss many (or any) lessons. -^,^-

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But I get REALLY (yeah really really really) bored.

I spent my half day (perfectly half because when the clock strikes 12 I just able to get up from my bed..) daydreaming about him.

I haven't told you about him?

Well I'll tell you, but later.. :p Because it's pret-ty strange.

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Actually my imaginations gone wild when I daydream.

I think its the part 5 from my previous dreams? hmm..

Well gotta go first. Thaa~

-the 4th day-

Hmm.. Today I went to school...

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And found out a thing.

Boys, boys, boys.
Their mouth would be soft as pillows.
Their acts would be fuddle as wines.
Their promises would be sweet as lollipops.

But it only when they fall in love.
When they're bored..

They'll dump you like a rubbish.
Poof and away.

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One long impression I've got, huh?

-the 3rd day-

I didn't go outta my house for today..
Yep. I'm stuck HERE, front of my lovely laptop ♥
So I didn't get many experience....


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I looked around... And found a website named tumblr.
What the hell is that? That's a.. Let's just say that tumblr is some kind of blogger's brother? Hahaha.
At first, I was excited. But that excitement just poofed away.


It's boring. BORING BORING BORING!!!
phew. It's not that boring sih but for some reason I didn't like tumblr that much.. *Sorry tumblr* :)


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Huuft. Maybe I'd better go get some sleep... Bye!

Balada Terakhir

Balada kisah hidup, mengalun indahnya

Membuai tiap jiwa yang terlewati

Melodi nada waktu, berlanjut tanpa henti

Dan tanpa kusadari, akhir untaian telah tiba

Kenangan yang telah kurajut

Nampaknya harus berakhir disini

Seiring hentinya hembus nafasku

Dan surutnya detak jantungku

Khawatir, takut, sedih

Memikirkan segala yang kutinggalkan

Untaian cinta, rajutan harta

Semua yang kukumpulkan satu per satu

Namun, jika tali telah habis

Semua tak terelakkan

Takdir telah memutuskan

Segalanya telah usai, dan telah mulai

-the 2nd day-

(Indo dulu yah, hehehe)

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Hari ini gue jalan ke MAG, and guess what?
Gue ketemu 2 orang (wenaa sama... aree yah kalo gak salah? Hehe) di wc.
Such an unexpected place huh?

Udah gitu, tadi terpaksa (n sangat berat hati) gue nemenin bokap karaoke. Suaranya buwooooooooh (lebay abis hahah) seksi kaya penari sinden ;;) (no offense dad)

Trus gue makan (dan lagi lagi..) gue bertemu pandang sama cowo. Yang kali ini, mukanya kaya rain gituh, rambutnya rada" merah (kaya anak jalanan gitu awkakwkaka) well 3 times.. Starting to think that it's a curse.. :(

Saat gue pulang, entah mengapa ada hasrat (uwoo) buat nulis puisi. Dan akhirnya gue tulis, kesannya gloomy banget. Boo-hoo-hoo. Uda kaya orang bau tanah gitu ahahaha.

Well, I guess I've talked to much now so better to get going!
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-the 1st day-

It's my first day..
So hi all :)

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Today, I met a boy. He's rather cute ->.<-
But, like usual, I only be able to take a look at him..

Is it luck that I'm able to meet cute boys?
Or is it a curse that will only make me more sad?
Sometimes line between them are blurry..

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