-the 19th day-

Woahh. Hello there!
Today, our -nearly- birthday girl (well it's tomorrow sih) celebrated her birthday at MOI!
We ate Wendy's and watched Toy Story marathon! (1 & 2, together :3)
And not just that...
We played (alot) too! Basketball (yeah, successfully hurts my hands) and NX Pump! *PIU* (perfect. This one make my foot ache alot.)
But, now I feel like I went home from a P.E. final exam...
Ooooh my hands and foot..... Hurts alot T_T.

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So I can't write too long either... Or my fingers won't be able to move tomorrow ==. Bye!

-the 18th day-

Hello guys !
Today I skipped school because of my -late sleep- yesterday.
School's out at 10 am, and I woke at 1 pm. Hahahaha!
Hmm I can't speak much today...
Except for the fact that chatting (via bbm) with him (OTHER him okay? this time he's my classmate) could make my gloomy feelings flew!
I laughed a lot (and had a blast too) when I chat with him. Nice!

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Wow tomorrow I gotta go to school so I guess I should off now. :) Bye~

-the 17th day-

It's late already....
Hmmm.
I'm so tired and exhausted and sleepy..
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Why did I wrote this late?
Besause me n my family go to watch the celebration of "60 diplomatic years between Indonesia and China." Woot woot
I didn't thought that we'll go home THIS late. (Yeah I reach home at 00 AM. Perfect.)
But it's nice sih to watch the shiw. Songs, dances, martial arts performances and many more! -worth a late night sleep-
And next to my daddy, sit a group of... Let's say teenager? One of them is pretty.. Attracting. Ahhaahaha *rotfl*
But I didn't manage to know him.. Even his name. TT.
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Woaah. It's sooo late. I need to off now.. Bye!

-the 16th day-

Hey! *enjoying my holiday loh :)*
Well I got a little bit burned sih this evening (okay actually it just happened) could I tell you?

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Ooooooh you know, my mom is really sarcastic. REALLY, AND I MEAN IT.
Yeah, she *successfully* canceled -almost- all of my future courses... (Like, the wallstreet -english course, not so necessary-) The other one (cello) hasn't canceled yet. YET. But I'm still struggling for it. Oh my..

Now I'm REALLY confused about what should I do during this 81-days holiday. -Wow it's really long loh ^^b-

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Hey, hey, I think I gotta go now. Bye~

-the 15th day-

Hello duys!
Oh my... My foot are hurt.... Badly ==
Maybe tomorrow they'll be swollen. Ahahahahahah.

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Soooo tired OMG I didn't expect that IPB's -Institut Pertanian Bogor | Bogor Farming Institute- campus would be THIS HOT. Felt like I've been to sahara, you know? Woah so hot and big. And 1 more: we WALK around the institute (maybe around 60 hectare? Hahaha)
And congrats, their presentation about the food tech (teknologi pangan) has successfully took away all of my appetite.. For biotechnology. (FYI, I planned to enter the biotech faculty) ahahaha. Congrats ☺

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Argh anyway I'm so tired... So I won't write any longer ehehehe :3
Happy weekend guys!

-the 14th day-

Well I didn't go anywhere so... Sorry I don't have anything to tell...
Except:

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1. CoNgRaTuLaTiOn and CeLeBrAtIoN for our deary couple:

"JHU and EM" one of our cute couple.... Who celebrate their first month together yesterday! Congratz!

 And today is their first date~ Wuuu ^^b *I'm so jealous... :(*

2. I just opened somebody you-know-who's facebook. And when I saw the status, oooooh~ lightning struck my heart *ouch* and I....... Think I'll get the karma of my drama (wow berima loh!) soon. Oh shuut.


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Oooh I'm so sad... TT. Hmm better if I forget all of this, I guess :3
See ya! :-*

-the 13th day-

Hey. yeah. hey.

YEAHHH!
Today, we're all declared OFFICIALLY FREE FROM SCHOOL ! It rocks ! :O *osh!!* Ooooh~ now I'm free for 2++ months. :3

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But something came and bugs me... again.
Today, this friend of mine (yeah, same like yesterday) told him that somebody from "our" class likes him. And guess what? He asks my friend, which one? (smart question, coz if he asks who, my friend will answer with name and I'm not so sure that he know who's who. haha) And I was reaaally startled. == My friend answered with : "the one with glasses". yeah. glasses. and my friend still say that he didn't tell him. Matter fact, I'm the only girl with glasses from the class. ==
Such a drama.

And this d.r.a.m.a. always be in my thoughts. Every single day. == Useless. Actually I lost my interest sih. ~~ hahah so.. maybe I'll only do all of this for fun

*warning: do not try at home if you don't want to be "punished" by your friends. Hahaha. Parental advisory ^^*

And -maaaybee- I'll just let this one slip away. *Matter of state. money, brain, talents. I'm far -waaaaay- from him so ==*

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Well so....... That's all for today :3

-the 12th day-

Hell-o~
Yay! You know, today's exams were the last exams. (Well tomorrow we'll do IT and Vocal) Yeah, last ones we need to study hahah.
I really happy today (yes I do, but something make me don't.)

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You know, today.. Exactly when we were going home (still at front of school sih) Something happened.
He has a friend from my class. And unfortunately, his friend is one of the "naughty" boy... == And when I asked my friend about him, and I want to ask which SHS will he enter.... And this friend of mine shouted "******!" I was really shock and decided to run away (because of shame, you know?) and now I'm still confused.

Mau dikemanain muka gue besok di sekolah?

 Where should I put my face? *huahahaha*

I'm still felt sooooooooooooo ashamed because of that. == Now there's no way I could -even- get acquainted with him. Noooo TT~ nightmare! *puppy eyes*


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Well... Maybe it's a shame to write something I was ashamed of. But it's better than I kept it all by myself, right?
Bye~

-the 11th day-

Well.... Today sih nothing special yah.
Oiya, when we're going back from canteen (means we're walking to our class..) We saw a beautiful scene. yeah. really beautiful ==.

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There's a girl (she's interians, FYI) and she's SOOO BIG. Well, nothing beats her confidence though. You know, she sits ngangkang in front of the stairs. Wow.WOOT-WOOT.
I was dazed with that view. Hahahahaha.

Other one (and this one was pretty.... lame.) when I was doing something, and suddenly the bell rings. I turned around, and stand face-to-face with him! Woah I'm so startled and I gasped. *GASP* really loud. Woaaaaaah so embarassing! >.<

Another other one, this evening I was really bored. BoredBoredBored. Hoahm. And as always, naluri iseng suddenly pops in my head. *pop* and then I glanced at my blackberry. Wow. A bulb shines above my head! *lebaybanget* and I chose one of my facebook friend (with eenie meenie maney mooo -whatever lah hard to write hahah-) and my finger lands exactly over his account. such a coinsidence. Hahay.
So I decide to write a message for him (with all of my body and soul - sepenuh jiwa dan raga hehe) and ngumpulin whole of my bravery to press the send button {it took around 10 minutes for me to decide whether I press it or not loh :P} Then it was sent.
1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. I waited.. And my worries start to pop out of nowhere.

"How if he think that I'm an alay? What if he remove me? If he ask one of his friend about this?"

 And then my blackberry vibrates. When I saw the notification, I felt like somebody just gave me an iPhone. wow. It's him! And he replies my message! WOW~ wootwoot. But only for 4 message. From his replies, I could feel that he didn't want to know me... more. TT~
He never ask anything to me, only answer my question without even ask about who am I? T^T felt the world's cracks together with my heart~ *onceagainlebay* well now I know that it's time to forget it. == Nothing worth my time anymore.

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Well I guess I've wrote long enough... Hahaha bye~

-the 10th day-

Sunday... Sunday...
I thought today will be good because my parents told me that we'll go anywhere outside Kelapa Gading. Coz I'm really bored here.
BUT.

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My happiness changed 100% when my dad call Mr. WK *censored his name for privacy* He've been told by WK that their project won't be able to finish today (and the deadline supposed to be last week. such)
Wow. Well actually I'm really mad when my parents decide that we're not going anywhere today. == Come on lah! Friday, you said we'll go saturday. Saturday, you said that the abang komputer haven't finished his job here so we'll go sunday. Today??? WTF. Liar liar liar!!!
What I've done today? Just debating with my parents ALL day. shoot.


Anyway... We'll go to gading 1 again tomorrow.
What's for?
Well, we'll have the school's final exam tomorrow. Civics and religion.
He and his friends will, too.
What should I do???? *nothing sih..* Should I greet him? Introduce myself? Or should I let this boy slip away? He've got girlfriend, though. It's not good to *flirt* somebody who have bf/gf, y'know?
Well so I decided to look more info about him. Waitin' a lil' longer won't hurt, right? If it's fate we will meet again, ya ngga? Hahaha.


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Well that enough for today... :) Bye~

-the 9th day-

Hello guys -'ω'- today....
I was stuck at home. Why?
Because of that damn ABANG KOMPUTER again. Sheesh why won't he quit bugging around?

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Hmm... I'm still confused. Should I kenalan with "him"? And how? Hffft.

Haaft. I spent my day in front of my laptop, asked by my parents to learn the Adobe Illustrator, Dreamweaver, and Flash. == soo tired and bored.

Over all, I still ajah get jealous to couples. Shoot shoot shoot.


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Can't write too long, coz time's rolling behind me. Bye!

-the 8th day-

Huaaaaa I'm so confused today....

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First in the morning, I felt awkward 'coz I woke up WAAAAAAAAAAAY to late for school (well it's 10 a'clock.. hahah) So I decide that I should not go to school today. And that was a WRONG desicion. REALLY BAD ONE. I missed our last moment with the next-ofthenext-next room.... NOOOOOO my heart crumbled when I remember that... *LEBAY ABIS*

Next, I went to gading 1 (old school) to follow the last practical exam.... Cooking! woot woot. Woahh inside that small room... Over 50 person kali cook together. Sooo noisy and hot (it's a giant free sauna with lots of aroma.. hahah) and lots of screams either. I felt like my whole body goin' to copot. TIredTIredTIred HUAH!

And something that makes me smile (at last....) he confirmed my friend request! HIAHAHAHAHAHA >:) *evil laugh* but my friends told me that he've got girlfriend... :"( ohh why???? Every boy that attracts me selalu udah ada yang punya. Mana jatah guee???? *kebelet pacaran wkwkwk*

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Hahah. I'm so freaked out yah. Saddo... :(
Kay, gotta go~ sayonara! Hehe

-the 7th day-

Hey it's been a week I've blogged huh? *cheers*
But I felt kinda....bad today. :(
Well not bad sih tapi ANGRY. huh
But there's something better lah..

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1. Our -last- (okay there's cooking left for tommorow. sucks) practical exams went smoooooothly. So smooooth~ lalala. We've finished at 10.30, but we're allowed to go home at 13.00.. So we gather at the next-next-next room (sblahnya sebelah sebelah :p) and... Talking about our memories there, and how fast time could flew. You see, 2 years we've been there, and now's the time for saying bye... T.T oh my I think I won't be able to hold my tears any longer :p

2. Now I knew his name! Ohohoho ^^ (okay this one's another he. See, he not he heehee) Lemme give ya a clue. He's an Interian(s) and he's pretty cute hahah. Now I've found his FB account and add him. Ohhhh please accept... ^/o\^ *osh!*

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It's un-necessary sih but I feel like to tell you.. Hahay.
And maybe I'll present a WHOLE day's posting for our photos and memories together *so be happy* after the farewell party.. :')
See ya!

-the 6th day-

(Indonesia lagi yah ehehe)
Aduh.Aduh.Aduh.
Kalo kemaren pagi gue gak bisa bangun, hari ini sorenya gabisa bangun.
Mau apa sih? Hiiiy =="

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Hari ini, gaada pelajaran samasekali di sekolah. Could you imagine how boring was that?
Akhirnya kita pake buat latian drama inggris... Diulang sampe 3x gara" kelamaan. wkwkwk. But we finished our practice first loh :)
Aah gapenting lah. Still. Topik perbincangan cewe" tadi itu loh yang bikin gue rada kepikiran.
Oooh it's so deeep hahah. And something still wanna make me CRY.
Boo-hoo-hoo.

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Well tetep aja ada something stuck in my heart and sukses banget bikin gue kepikiran. Shoot shoot shoot :(
Okay guys better get goin.. Kudu ngapalin kotbah agama neh.. WML guys :)

-the 5th day-

Felt sick this morning.. -T^T-

So I can't go to school today. :(

Well actually I felt a little bit relieved when my friends said..

"You've missed a great day!"

Because that means there's a lot of freetimes and I didn't miss many (or any) lessons. -^,^-

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But I get REALLY (yeah really really really) bored.

I spent my half day (perfectly half because when the clock strikes 12 I just able to get up from my bed..) daydreaming about him.

I haven't told you about him?

Well I'll tell you, but later.. :p Because it's pret-ty strange.

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Actually my imaginations gone wild when I daydream.

I think its the part 5 from my previous dreams? hmm..

Well gotta go first. Thaa~

-the 4th day-

Hmm.. Today I went to school...

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And found out a thing.

Boys, boys, boys.
Their mouth would be soft as pillows.
Their acts would be fuddle as wines.
Their promises would be sweet as lollipops.

But it only when they fall in love.
When they're bored..

They'll dump you like a rubbish.
Poof and away.

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One long impression I've got, huh?

-the 3rd day-

I didn't go outta my house for today..
Yep. I'm stuck HERE, front of my lovely laptop ♥
So I didn't get many experience....


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I looked around... And found a website named tumblr.
What the hell is that? That's a.. Let's just say that tumblr is some kind of blogger's brother? Hahaha.
At first, I was excited. But that excitement just poofed away.


It's boring. BORING BORING BORING!!!
phew. It's not that boring sih but for some reason I didn't like tumblr that much.. *Sorry tumblr* :)


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Huuft. Maybe I'd better go get some sleep... Bye!

Balada Terakhir

Balada kisah hidup, mengalun indahnya

Membuai tiap jiwa yang terlewati

Melodi nada waktu, berlanjut tanpa henti

Dan tanpa kusadari, akhir untaian telah tiba

Kenangan yang telah kurajut

Nampaknya harus berakhir disini

Seiring hentinya hembus nafasku

Dan surutnya detak jantungku

Khawatir, takut, sedih

Memikirkan segala yang kutinggalkan

Untaian cinta, rajutan harta

Semua yang kukumpulkan satu per satu

Namun, jika tali telah habis

Semua tak terelakkan

Takdir telah memutuskan

Segalanya telah usai, dan telah mulai

-the 2nd day-

(Indo dulu yah, hehehe)

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Hari ini gue jalan ke MAG, and guess what?
Gue ketemu 2 orang (wenaa sama... aree yah kalo gak salah? Hehe) di wc.
Such an unexpected place huh?

Udah gitu, tadi terpaksa (n sangat berat hati) gue nemenin bokap karaoke. Suaranya buwooooooooh (lebay abis hahah) seksi kaya penari sinden ;;) (no offense dad)

Trus gue makan (dan lagi lagi..) gue bertemu pandang sama cowo. Yang kali ini, mukanya kaya rain gituh, rambutnya rada" merah (kaya anak jalanan gitu awkakwkaka) well 3 times.. Starting to think that it's a curse.. :(

Saat gue pulang, entah mengapa ada hasrat (uwoo) buat nulis puisi. Dan akhirnya gue tulis, kesannya gloomy banget. Boo-hoo-hoo. Uda kaya orang bau tanah gitu ahahaha.

Well, I guess I've talked to much now so better to get going!
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-the 1st day-

It's my first day..
So hi all :)

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Today, I met a boy. He's rather cute ->.<-
But, like usual, I only be able to take a look at him..

Is it luck that I'm able to meet cute boys?
Or is it a curse that will only make me more sad?
Sometimes line between them are blurry..

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