-the 53rd, 54th, and 55th day-

Hello all ;)
Last saturday, (day 53) I was.. Let's just say, startled.
Why? Because when I was going to another course room (for theory) I saw him, laying on the.. Waiting chair? LOL.
*huh?!* Yah, that's a word I said there.
Then he just rolled a little bit, showed his face, and raise his eyebrow (no plural, only one hahahaha) -sok cool. Hihi- still dazed, I only could do one thing : c.e.n.g.o. Hahaha
Then he go back to sleep. Just a short meeting.

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Sunday? Erghh I still hate it a lot. We went to plaza semanggi. It WAS a great mall (with luxury?) But now, it IS worse than mangga dua! Ergh so hot no luxury full with villagers (hah?) Yah, it has fallen. It has lost its pride and beauty (lho? Hahha)

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What about today? Nah, can't tell you anything. It's just an ordinary day.
Wake. bath. eat. practice. watchTV. hold. sleep. It's so boring! Aww I wish I could go anywhere outhere..

-a little dream of fantasy- part three.

"I know you, the lover of mine! To your friend you ask about me, and your trust was betrayed. He was a friend of mine, told what's upon your mind. Delighted by those, I happy by something you shouldn't know now. Shall a friendship be start?"

-the 51st and 52nd day-

Well,, yesterday? I've got nothing to tell..
I guess my life's getting boring because of this fantastically-long holiday..
Hmm :(

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Today? Hmm I attend some kind of.. Seminary? Idk deh what's namenya. Hahaha
And I went to gading + moi, to play pump and sing at Lollipop's. Hhahaha. Nothing to tell more than this, so bye ;)

-the 50th day-

Today? Well I went to moi...
Nice (y) and as always, we play pump ;)
Yeah we played a lot, and I got an "A" for turkish marsh (or march idk) minimum tune ^^ at last,, heehee ♥
We watched Prince of Persia (first day of release at Indonesia) nice (y)
The settings,, properties,, wow I guess this film need a bunch of money,, hahaha
But, :( I'm sad right now..
Why? I won't tell here lah ;)
Bye~ haahaaa

-the 49th day-

Well hi guys ;)
Today? As usual, I didn't go anywhere,,
Okay, I did go, but just to MOI, like tomorrow..
I played pump (fiesta 2010) haha with my brother! Heehee ^^
Yah but I don't have many thing to tell,, so bye! TT~

-the 48th day-

Hi all! Today, I watch a film named "IP man 2" it's a chinese--heroic fighting film? Hmm --a
I'm not talking much about it deh, don't want to be a spoiler hahaha. And 1 more : his name reminds me to our lovely headmaster, IPé hehehee~

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Arghhhh I'm still curious about it == thanks a lot for your guess-who-I-like-game ==
Huahhh I reallyreally curious. Why?
Yaa if you read my postings from the beginning you'll know lah ;)
Don't know deh, guess because of that "game" I really fall this time. TT~

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Hmm, the Law and Order : SVU is starting, so bye~ ;D

-a little dream of fantasy- part two.

I throwed into a room. Guided by dizziness, I crawled to a bed. And a sudden familiar voice thundered through my ears. I open my eyes, a stunning face freezes my body. And I collapsed. Questions buzz here and there. But a lovely voice of his lit my eyes.

-the 45th, 46th, and 47th day-

Hello, today (and tomorrow) I go to the chiropractic, and yeah, Pasific Place.
But there's some differences, considering the truth that no 2 days could be identical ;)
Well, on friday, after PP I went to GI (y) and atw pizza bar ~ *my favorite pizza of all*

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But, on saturday, after the therapy, my body hurts (until now, still aches) a lot so I decided to skip a cello course. Heehee.
My decision of not going to the course made a pretty big difference. Haha.
But it's not a thing that I could tell here, so be patient, okay? ;)

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And today, I went to look for a bed. Haha it's pretty boring day.
Hey, it's been a week I've -done a thing I mentioned last week- loh hahahaha
^^b
Gotta goo,, bye!

-the 43rd & 44th day-

Hey.. Well you know what, from the last post that I said..
I can't stand a day without chat with him ==..
And yesterday? How?
Ya ofcourse I'm the one -again- who start.
Hahaha TT~ maybe it's a one hand clapping love -cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan- ahahahah.
ah! And yesterday, I went to the chiropractor (whoa, he's real an american hahahaha) at Pasific Place.

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And today I'll go there again. You know, it'll be twice-a-weekly therapy for me. :(
Well atleast I still like it's place (PP isn't a place I'll go everyday loh. Ahaha)
And yeah, today my parents keep talking about my future or whatever lah. Still they can't do anything. Only scholarship, only for Singapore. Nothing else. It's like.. My future has been judged, no choise. Hell yeah, ofcourse I feel jealous of the flithy rich kids that could go anywhere they want.
If I have a choise, I really want to go to Japan.. But I knew I won't. Hmm.

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Well I don't care lah. Better I think about now. Ahaha. Bye~

-the 41th and 42nd day-

Yesterday, I was really really happy. (Yeah, still same with sunday) imagine. I've chatted with him, sunday monday and today..
From sunrise until the moonset. Wow.
It was a perfect whole day.
No bored feeling (of course, who would be bored when chatting with the "crush"?)
-justsayso- but unlike me, at the opposite side of this chat (I mean him) won't feel the same way.. (Well I sure hope he feel the same with me, but it has a fat chance)

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But today, the nightmare come true (woah)
Yea, we're out of topics to talk -actually only me because I'm the one who ask, and he answers. Hmm-
So, I think I won't chat to him today (or I won't start first) I wait for him to start.
It was, and IS a bad desicion. Why? Because he has no need to chat with me.
And he won't feel bored without me.. He has his piano, right? TT~
I sure curious if he feel lonely? Or maybe he's waiting for me? *surehopeso*

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Huff.. This is a looooooong day. TT~

-the 40th day-

Yeah, monday. It used to be -one of- my worst day at school. Hahaaa.
But now, it's almost be my favorite day. Why?
Because, since holiday started, we always plan a walk together every monday! Ooh :3
Today, we went to MOI (again. It's always been MKG and MOI) and we played pump.. A lot ! Maybe I've played 15 songs? Hahaha

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But, because of playing pump, we forgot our lunch (hope my parents won't find out)
And yeah, my foot hurt. My right arm also.
Ouch.. But it still gave me.. Some sort of happiness? *uwoo*
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Well I'm not talking much today.. Trying songs with hard mode and 3 times speed drains my energy.. So I'm going to bed :) Bye~

-a little dream of fantasy- part one.

Night of fate, I was walking. Didn't realize, pair of red eyes watching over me. At the dark edge you hide, waiting for me. Head to the street end, calling a taxi. "Hello lady" he greets. "See you later" and my face covered by a fragrance. Then my whole world goes black.

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I'll post this serial every weekend~ :)

-the 36th, 37th, 38th, and 39th day-

Thursday, friday, saturday... All of them, I spent, stuck at home... Well atleast something made me happy.. Haahaa

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Sunday - it's today. Something made me (yeah it's the same with yesterday) reaaaaally happy. Hmm I'm not so sure I need to tell you why.. :p *don't know who'll read this right? :3*

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Hey, I'll post the first paragraph of my story! Hope you'll enjoy to read! See ya ;)

-the 32nd, 33rd, 34th, & 35th day-

Yeah. This holiday is reallllllllly boring. Just imagine. 3 days I've stuck at home. Only go to MKG (Mall Kelapa Gading)
But last 2 nights I dreamed about something. Something that rejuvenates my imagination, and my feeling towards him -from the drama-

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Maybe I'll make a poem of it? It's been ² days and I had a feeling it'll continue.. Bye~

-the 30th and 31th day-

Hey hey hey!! It's been a month I've blogged! Wow :3 congratulatıons to me! Heehee.
Although yesterday I dıdn't have anythıng to tell....TT so I can't celebrate ıt yesterday. Huu..

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Hmm. Today, we walked agaın, together. (Yeah, ıt starts to feel lıke a rıtual. Monday-ly rıtual.~~)
Thıs tıme ıs almost as -rame- as the last week one. Wow *clap* nıce!
We're growıng close as the tıme rolls to the farewell. ==
Aaaah. TT

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Anyway my parents keep forcıng me to read the book from "Adam Khoo" *just search for hım at the ınternet* so better get goıng! Thaaa~

-the 28th & 29th day-

Hey guys! :3
Yesterday~ it's the farewell party for us.. And the announcement of the National Final Exam. I made it! Uhuhuhuhuy!
But my score..... Especially Indonesian Language... 7,6 out of 10. Woh so bad ==
Hmm.. Not bad lah... :l
And..... We cried a lot yesterday. TT

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And today, I went to SMJ -Sekolah Musik Jakarta / Jakarta Music School- and being tested for the cello course. And... I'm an elementary-third grade (don't know if that means I'm BAD enough or GOOD enough as a 14 yo girl. Hiahahah) but... When I inside the room, and "doing" the test, something (okay somebody sih) SURPRISED me. Really surprised. Hmmph.
You know, it is HIM. HIM from the drama. He "popped" out of nowhere. And he entered the room.
It shocked me a lot. Whoa. Such a "beautiful" surprise. I was really startled and maaaaaybe my face was really a mess. Really messy. TT

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Hmm. Okay gotta go to eat. Bye~

-the 25th, 26th, and 27th day-

Hey guys! Sorry seems like my laziness is growing more and moreee! TT
Although for the the 25th and 26th day there's NOTHING (and I stayed at home... Sooo boring ! Uuuh) so it's useless though if if I post something -that doesn't mean anything- hehehhe :3

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But today, o6.o5.1o was,is,and will be in our hearts (cieelaah)
Today we had our farewell party... It's pretty nice and memorable enough lah. :) not bad..
And the girls - emod... (As usual) Go to MOI and play pump heehee. I ♥ it sooo much! >< !
And that's the second time I try the CHIMERA song. First time, I can't even through the level == sooo hard.
But now -thanks God ☺- I could get an A -even it's more like luck.. And still in the normal mode..- heeeheee :) atleast there's some improvement hoohoo! *happy*
Then we go to tutti frutti and ate fro-yo there... *love the chocolate one very muchhhh... Nice!* then.. We go home.
But my journey hasn't end.. I still went to the p4 school and watched the parents rehearsing. *FYI: they're really LEBAY too. Ahahaha like their childrens loh :3*

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Well that's enough 4 the moment ! I gotta get ready for tomorrow.. Bye~

-the 23rd & 24th day-

Hey guys.... I'm so sorry I can't write a post yesterday.. ☹
I was -still actually- so tired of that DREADFUL outbond. Woot woot. So I didn't go anywhere yesterday. Hahaha.

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And today.... I really did ENJOYED this day.
Just imagine. 19 from our class (and our class only consist of 24) took a walk to mall together, today.
We played pump (I played.. Maybe almost 20 times ahahaha) watched ironman ², and we ate together. Then we go to gramedia.
But that's not the most important thing.
The thing is, we gathered together and had fun! And when I went home... I realized that in no time we won't be able to meet each other like this... Anymore. TT
It's so sad! Pathetic! Apalagi we've been together for two years... Full. And now we'll.... NOOOO! TT.

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Ahh. My eyes get watery and blurry. I can't see the keyboard anymore so... Bye! :3

-the 20th, 21th, and 22nd day-

I felt so bad when I need to make these 3 days into one post.. ☹
Well at the 20th day I can't post because other than I MUST get ready for the outbond programme -accel only- on the 21th and 22nd day (whoa I'm not so sure it's 22nd or 22th) so sorryy TT.

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For the 21th day, when we reached the "hotel", we're told that we can't bring and us our handphones. GREAT. Then I can't post to this blog... NOOO!
Well.. We had a lot of fun though. From session to session, simulations, and breaks.. We gave our friend Vinska and Mason (yeah, his birthday's at 30th of April) a surprise either! :3 we brought flour and water (actually we planned to bring tomato and eggs either but we canceled it because it'll be REALLY messy. Haha) and we throwed, we poured, but the most important: we HAD a lot of fun, and we laughed a lot either. Not only us, the teachers and facilitators gave them a surprise (different then ours, it's pretty... Rude at beginning, but it was sooo sweet... I wish I could get them either...) And at night, we got caught by our -night jurit- teacher when we all (8 of us) were talking inside 1 room... == soo bad! TT

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Now, let's talk about today. There's nothing to tell you either..
So maybe I'll be going now. Tha~