-day 116-

Hello people, I am back.
Actually I don't want to write a post today, because I have nothing really important to be told...
Yet I still want to write. Kinda random, no?

So, I started my day with the physics test (which probably was the most successful physics test I've ever done) :D And got "punched" by a volleyball barely an hour after... Still have to be considered as lucky though. Here's some silly reasons :

1. It's just a volleyball (just fyi, around week ago a soccerball shot my head. A headshot! It hurts. Trust me xD)
2. This time, it's only my stomach, nowhere near my brain HAHAHA (made me feel nauseous, even until now...)
3. It happened AFTER the test.

LOL. Seems like I have some kind of ball-attracting ability ( ._.)

..... You know, actually I typed an essay (quite literally) yet I decided to erase them all...

I don't know why I no longer be able to write anything I want to (if you take a look at my previous posts, it's like I'd just write anything I want to. Even it's kinda private)

Means that I can't do those all-out thingy anymore T______T

I've changed a lot... *sad* Although there's one thing that stays the same :

My GALAU-NESS

1. Still galau-ing about my faith... 

- started praying since a month ago sih.. However, even though I feel that I kinda regained my faith, it's not the same... Still that old war between my heart and brain LOL. Seems like it's just an interference from 'someone else' would be able to help me through this.... (>.<)

2. Having a certain someone to be galau-ed of. 

- BUUUUUUUUUUUT it's not that "him" anymore. Time passes by, people change.... And so do I :)

That person that I used to know... I used to think of every night and day (whoaaaa).... He moved to a place miles away from here :') So I have no choice but to think of someone else (WTF??)

LOL okay nevermind. Getting more absurd with every sentence, right? HAHAHA

Here's the thing. I want to share a thing, and after I wrote like a paragraph I'd think that I shouldn't write this and that and lalala so I erased and changed some part(s).... :<

I wish I'll gain my shameless side (only while I am writing, of course) back :' 

I have a bunch of ideas that are ready to be written (eaa) soooooo just be patient :3

THANKSALOT for wasting like 10 minutes (more or less) of your life just to read this post xD

Come back soon! Trololol :]

-day 115-

It's been 5 months since my last update :')
Things happened. A lot.

Now, I'm in my senior year of high-school... And I've decided where to continue my study after this.
I'll be a student of UPH, majoring in Food Technology :)
There's something funny I want to share with you guys...
I searched through my old blog... (it's spoon.of.live) xD (Not my first blog though, but it's the oldest blog that I could trace)
Take a peek! "Take a Glance at My Future" (please forgive my mis-spelling and awful grammar tho)
So I've went to UPH since I was a junior-highschooler (3 years and I still choose the same university and major! LOL)

Mind if I share something with you about how I chose Food Technology major at the first place?
So, my biology teacher asked me to join a competition named "National Smukiez Competition" (yeah, also the reason why I picked smakone back then, I saw the orchestra performance... And now I play with the orchestra ^_^) and then asked me to prepare for the chemistry test (biology : elva. physics : joa.)
She asked me, why I didn't mind to study chemistry? I answered because I loved chemistry too, not only biology (and I still do :D ) and she said that I would love this Food Technology thingy.
(Bad coherence, I know LOL) Could be concluded that this event literally changed my life.

Whoa. Long time no write, my fingers (and my brain) jammed quite often while writing this post x)
PS : I write this post instead of studying physics xD I'll be having physics test by tomorrow...